Hold my hand

Would somebody please hold my hand

Could somebody please help me understand

How do you get through the night on your own

Where do you go when no one is home

How do you cry when it's all stuck inside

Where do you go when there's no place to hide

How do you get people to stick around

Where is it that they all seem to be bound

How does this gut wrenching feeling get stopped

Where do you go when your heart has been dropped

And when the sun will not shine

And the day cannot be mine

And when the hurt will not heal

And the plan is not to feel 

Will anyone be there to hold my hand

Could anyone have the patience to understand 

(debated posting this for a while, its kinda heavy and only represents how I feel on the random off day when I'm being emo... but what the heck, here it is, not written with anyone particular in mind but just a general feeling) 

Ottawa

needed to step out of the city for a fiver so I went to Ottawa and got weird

best man alive, moving to Mtl this month, I am so stoked to hang with him and his girlie 

cutest dog alive looks like the little white snow wolves in the arctic, his name is Berry 

twinsies (not like he is making fun of me or anything)

HAPPY BDAY NICK!

three amigos meets recession

my beloved 49cent sunday tacos are now 69cents. pff. if they ever reach a buck I am boycotting them all together, however delish the tofu ones may be. 

EN MASSE

went to an art show last saturday. it was fun. Ev and a bunch of other artists drew all over the walls of a gallery down in the old port. saw lots of friends that I hadn't seen in a while, overall good times. 

all smiles

stuff that's got me smiling as of late:

1- Ava coming back to the Y after school where I work (she had stopped coming last June, and she is the most amazing kid ever ever ever I had missed her so much)

2- survived mid-terms and now have extra time for doing rad stuff that I like such as: see just below..

3- super mario three on supernintendo and my tag-team partner in beating this game

4- Dan Sauve's baby siamese cat who is black and white and oh so adorable, and our neighborly-visits because we are neighbors 

5- Nessy because she always makes me smile for just being Nessy 

6- the snow is starting to melt and warmer weather is just around the corner (and biking places again because I am too much of a wuss to bike during the winter)

7- the mass amount of study buddies I have managed to accumulate who make school work not so dull and dreadful due to our coffee and falafel breaks and the laughter factor we share of "bros" in the library 

8- Zero chocolate bars introduced to me by Spoiler, mmm mmm good (only buy them if they are refrigerated), and yes Spoiler when I eat them I do feel as though they are enhancing my quality of life 

 

too babe for life (pt2)

Mikey : Ryan

new high score

finals

so umm I've basically been library bound since last monday/ will continue to be so until tuesday evening. final exams are stressful, depressing, and make you consume unnecessary amounts of caffeine  (see photo above, discouraged face, playing with photo-booth instead of studying). 

SPECIAL THANKS to the following people for making these times a little less of a bummer: David McNeil, high levels of cortisol are correlated to depression, totally stoked for our social psych class next semester, Bronson Zgeb, studying in a "bumpin' club" was interesting at least it smelled amazing in there, Sean Braithwaite, sushi/best cake of life/tea so crucial for brain power, sexto sentido BIG LOLZ, Adam Darton, "how do you get spaces? where are mine?... oh... make my spaces go away" time and again you help me fix my computer so patiently, and last but certainly not least Shaun Pearson, I love how we high five after solving stats problems, I think we are study buddies for life since we pretty much have every single class together this year, thank you for making this semester good times I would not have survived without you. 

best song

I do not hear this song nearly enough

friday night vacay

first we hit up six flags

then we relaxed at the beach

mall santa

brought my lil' bros to see mall santa. for christmas, the youngest (Jay) asked for a giant bubble gum, which he promises not to swallow. 

sexto sentido

died laughing.

ode to orbitz

why on earth was this marvel ever taken off the market? (oh yea, everyone hated it). I for the record thought it was the best invention ever and adored every last drop and begged BEGGED for my parents to buy it for me every time we went to the store (I was like, 10 years old). I miss you Orbitz, you and your defiance of gravity. 

TETRIS RULES SO HARD

http://tetrisfriends.com/

I need some competition, please beat my high score. (this is what I do instead of study for finals.)