down with fb up with the blog

I am attempting to deactivate my facebook for a while. I feel like it just blurrs my time for no reason, like just sucks me in and feeds me an immense array of useless and misinterpreted information all while providing me with very little sense of fulfillment. instead I will write on this thing, maybe. at least today I am. I'll miss the headsup on events though, so hopefully my friends will keep me up to date. either way the following 6weeks of my life are going to be complete hell with little time to socialize: exams, major presentations, the preparation for a conference, the finalizing of my thesis paper. I am incredibly sick of school at this point, and am having so much trouble finding the courage to trek through it. every lecture, seminar and colloquia just seems to be getting longer and longer, and the end further and further away.

my being discouraged with school is also much like a paradox for my life right now. I don't know which came first, being discouraged with life or with school, or whether one influenced the occurrence of the other, but I am feeling terribly at a loss lately, and generally just lost. is this too personal?